Computerization!!!!

last night’s dream

I applied to a kinda weird job, and someone responded asking me about social security checks. i was confused. eventually i met the guy. he was somehow competing with someone else for my attention. things started to be weird and scary.

eventually i figured out that they wanted to possess my body, and would soon do so regardless of my actions. so i tried to kill myself. it was pretty hard to get myself to do this, psychologically & physically. i had kitchen knives. at first i tried to stab myself in the chest, but there were too many bones. so i cut my neck, and started bleeding everywhere. i couldn’t help but try to stop the blood with my hands, even though my express goal was to lose so much blood that i died. eventually i woke up.